Thursday, May 31, 2018

My mind is made up for change

Today was the day that I decided to turn my health habits around. Since school has started, I have really been slacking in both my eating and exercising habits. Well, I am almost 30 and its time to turn this around.

From now on, I will be documenting everything that I eat on this blog and recording my exercise.  I will focus on health and not be too overly strict, but I need to develop some discipline and make a conscious effort to lose weight and get in shape.

Here are my nutrition goals:

*Eat a mostly plant-based diet with no gluten or dairy (except raw goat cheese)
*Drink more green juice and green smoothies
*Cook more meals at home using fresh ingredients
*Drink more clean water
*Limit alcohol consumption


My exercise goals are as follows:

*hot yoga 3x per week
*running ... even for just a little bit.... 6 days per week, first thing in the morning
*yoga dvds and buti yoga dvds
*strength training: abs, arms, butt and legs
*practice pole fitness


Todays intake:
16 oz triple shot almond milk latte with 1/2 scoop of white chocolate

mixed green salad with a falafel patty and avocado from the hob nob
sweet potato fries from the hobnob.




I will come back and update the rest at the end of the day



I can do this! I am so excited to be getting fit and thin, but most of all healthy! I am on my way to being in the best shape of my entire life. 30 is going to be an amazing year!!!













So stoked!

Monday, November 6, 2017

Small changes - focusing on one goal at a time




Greetings my friends! Todays take home message is that small changes can make a big difference!






I've been reading this book called "The Power of Less', and in it the author suggests that we will be more productive in the long-run if we focus on one small, attainable goal per month. I've set my intentions about where I want to be in life, but to change everything all at once would be overwhelming. I think that in order to succeed, I need to keep my eye on the prize. However, I think focusing on one small goal at a time will be more sustainable in the long run than a complete overhaul.



My main career goal in life is to be an exercise and nutrition expert. I want to be a coach, directing people how to lose weight, look great, feel fantastic, but most of all BE HEALTHY. Crash diets are not the answer. I've been there. And it didn't end well. I was on an obsessive diet for a long time that has to do with cellular cleansing. I thought I knew everything there is to know about nutrition and how the body worked. Well, now that I am older, I question many of my past beliefs. I question many of my former gurus. I feel that the information I learned in those years is still valuable to me, but I think it needs to be incorporated into a broader spectrum of nutrition.



This particular lifestyle involved green vegetable juice until dinner, proper food combinations (don't mix proteins and starches), and as much raw food as possible. No nuts, no beans, no sweeteners except stevia, only organic free range meat (which doesn't apply to me because I am a vegetarian), no cows milk (only raw goat cheese), and only wild fish were allowed. The diet was basically all vegetables, and the more raw food the better.





This lifestyle also involved getting regular colonics. I have no quarrels with colonics. In fact, I actually really like them. Its good to feel so clean and pure afterwards. My energy and mood usually improve and I have a fresh start for eating healthy foods again. The case was with this diet, that I was consuming so much juice and so many raw vegetables (and killing so much candida... but thats a topic for another day) that I actually ended up feeling like crap most of the time. The process of detoxification really blows if you do it too fast. I had headaches, low energy, obsessive thinking about food and what I would eat next, swollen lymph nodes, and at one point I even broke out in a nasty rash. The toxins are trying to exit the body in any way possible. Getting a colonic would instantly relieve my symptoms, but they would return after a few days. It was an endless cycle, and I believe it was caused by doing too much, too soon.




This time, I am going to take it slow and move along more gradually. I have a long way to go, I have really fallen off the wagon since my raw foodist vegetable juicing until dinner regime. I eat pizza, french fries, bagels, cheese, and desserts. I am obsessed with desserts. Don't get me wrong, I eat a TON of healthy food too. But especially since going back to school and focusing on that, bad eating habits have creeped their way back into my life. Whether it be convenience or comfort (or finances),  I indulge a little bit more than I would like. For instance, I get a free meal after working for 3 consecutive hours at the ThinkTank. The catch is it expires after a half an hour, and I have a class directly after I get off work in the basement lecture hall underneath the ThinkTank. I am usually really hungry at 1pm, and its hard to turn down free food. When I don't have time to get anything from the Food Court (which is most of the time), I am limited to the items that are for sale at the coffee shop. Being a vegetarian, my options are limited. We do have... bagels and cream cheese. The funny thing is I hadn't eaten a bagel in 5 years or so since before I started working there. Stress and hunger won out in the end. We have a vast array of convenience foods, none of which are particularly healthy (mmmm zucchini bread). So inevitably I ended up eating some junk food on occasion.  But I also eat a lot of salads, homemade curries, and veggie stir-frys, so its not all bad!



The point of that story is that I am in a completely overwhelming part of my life right now, and I won't be able to make a successful total-life overhaul in a short amount of time. It took me awhile to get where I am now and it will take a long time to get to where I want to be. I don't want to be detoxing so hard that its coming out of every pore in my body and making me feel like death. I want to make very small changes and do them consistently for a month before moving on.


This month I picked a goal that has nothing to do with my eating habits, but will help me motivated to live healthier throughout the day. My goal is to exercise for ten minutes every morning. It may sound small, but it sounds manageable. I might end up exercising for longer than that. But my goal will be just ten simple minutes in the morning, EVERY SINGLE DAY NO EXCEPTIONS.

I will focus on adding that to my morning routine first, and I will post on my blog whether I did it or not along with other successes I experience.

Ten minutes.. that is all. I can do this! Run for ten minutes, jump on the rebounder for ten minutes, do yoga for ten minutes.. just do it. Right away after I have my cup of coffee. Coffee... followed by exercise. Every single day!!

Sunday, November 5, 2017

Starting small, setting intentions

This post brought to you by PUSHEEN IN SPACE! playing the keys, of course :-)


Yesterday didn't turn out exactly like I'd hope, I was pretty depressed about the break up still and it was hard to find motivation. Hot yoga was definitely out of the question. But two good things happened:


1. I did manage to drag myself to the gym. Getting there is half the battle! I didn't go running or do any kind of intense training, I just did some yoga and practiced inversions (handstands, headstands, and shoulder stands) using a wall. I am happy to announce that for my handstands in particular, the need for the wall has become less and less. I am comfortable doing (extremely short holds) handstands in the middle of the room now. There is still much work to be done, but I was pretty happy with this accomplishment. My headstands and shoulder stands need serious work though.

I also took this "before" picture so I can track my progress.


I did practice with my hoops a bit yesterday, even though I really didn't feel like it. It's hard to force yourself to do things when you feel really sad. I am proud of the short amount of practice that I did do though.

One negative thing, my left hamstring hurts today. I have no idea how long its going to take my hamstrings and adductors to heal. Its been so long but still they give me problems after yoga and stretching. I take extra care to be very cautious too, it really didn't feel like I was pushing myself at all. The stretching is what I would consider to be gentle. I guess I will just have to be even MORE gentle. I am also going to warm my muscles up with some cardio first next time.


2. I made my coffee at home today instead of going to buy a latte. Yeah, I know it seems stupid but I have a serious problem haha. Just to prove it, heres a selfie of me in all my morning glory drinking my hemp milk "latte" (yes, I do own a milk frother... because I have a weird obsession with steamed milk).

Moving on...

Today I decided to set some intentions for myself. I think its best to write them down (and now.. type them up!).




And speaking of time management, this graphic took me sooooo long to make. I can't help it, I like doing such things, and I had a lot of adorable clip art to use up. Ooops! At least it looks super pretty on my wall!

They are some lofty intentions but I know that I can do them! I have printed them and posted them on my wall as a daily reminder of the things I want in life! To end this post here is a halloween selfie. I was Minnie Mouse!! I'm not ashamed of my selfies anymore. As a wise woman once said "Love and honor your self...ies" haha





Welp, I'm off to make some veggie browns and avocado toast for my Sunday Brunch.... mmmmmm
Have a fantastic day!!


<3 Kat



Friday, November 3, 2017

Coming back from my hiatus!

Today's theme is... PUSHEEN! I just bought a pusheenicorn stuffy off amazon as a present to myself. I guess I'm on a pusheen kick.




There have been some changes in my life recently, mainly that my boyfriend and I finally split up. It was a long time coming and it needed to happen. I feel really sad and lonely, its hard to be alone without having someone there all the time.


 At least now I feel like I can take some time to focus on myself and get my life a little bit more organized. I want to get fit and lose weight, since I've been back in school I've gained 5 pounds or so. I haven't been working out and my eating habits have been less than stellar. Well, I am ready to start turning that all around. I really lost myself there for a couple years, and I want to become the best possible version of myself that is possible.


My college education isn't really conducive to a healthy lifestyle. From stress, to late night studying, to working two jobs, to teaching yoga, to volunteering with a kids after-school program, to making time to perform, my life is crazy hectic. But I know that I can still figure out a way to eat healthy and make room for exercise, even amidst all the chaos. My philosophy is to go gentle on myself. Take baby steps. Don't try to change everything all at once. I have a long ways to go as far as personal development, my problem is that I always try to fix everything at once. Ultimately this results in a big disaster, I get overwhelmed and I give up. I tend to stress eat and the pressure to get straight A's in school is extremely stressful. Going to college for a bachelor of science is pretty difficult. Between anatomy, chemistry, organic and biochem, and biology, the material is pretty strenuous. I need to get straight A's so that I can get a dietetic internship when I graduate.

My issue is that I really have terrible time management skills. I get distracted easily and often. My living spaces get cluttered and I don't plan ahead sometimes. I wait until the last minute to study and then cram for a few stressful days. I need to learn to spread out my studying into smaller blocks of time, so that I don't get distracted. Then when the test comes around, I won't be freaking out.


As far as working out and eating well goes, I need to just take it one step at a time. I made a list of my goals for where I would like to be at in three months. To get myself there, I am just going to take it slow. For instance, today I finally had a night to myself. I just got done with two exams this week and nothing is really due soon coming up so I wanted to take the night off from school. I cleaned my room. Like, I mean I really cleaned it. Compared to what it was like in here before, the place looks amazing. It feels really good to be in here. And I think having clean spaces is vital to keeping a clear, clutter-free head as well. This was an important first step in making some changes and I feel really good about it.

Although I didn't eat great tonight, I decided to be happy about the things that I did accomplish today and forgive myself for eating pizza. I really did enjoy the pizza. It was Annie's broccoli spinach pesto pizza and I put black olives on it and dipped it in marinara sauce. Throughout the night, I ate the whole thing haha. I don't care either. Life is too short without pizza. For time time being. Today, I felt the strong desire to have some and so I did. Perhaps in the future, I will decide to cut cheese out of my diet completely.


But honestly, I am focused on my fitness first and foremost. Which is why I will be attending hot yoga tomorrow and going to soak in the hot tub at the womens club too. I am going to do some hula hooping and yoga as well. I think if I do that much tomorrow, I will feel pretty good about it. Its not too much to ask, and once I make my exercise habits stick in my brain, I will switch over to focus on food. I just want to feel good and get through my day without feeling tired. But I want to eat good food. I want to spend less money on food. I am going to try and make more meals at home, including desserts! I have some cute aprons that need to be worn!





My first nutrition related goal is going to be to drink much more water. I need to be drinking more water, I feel like I am chronically dehydrated all the time. No bueno! I am going to make a conscious effort to drink a little less coffee and drink more water.


So to sum it up, my short-term goals for this week are:
1. get more exercise. do a little more yoga, more hula hooping, and maybe try running once this week
2. drink more water
3. drink less coffee
4. do my homework and reading throughout the week instead of all at once
5. Spend less money on food, cook more meals at home and make my own healthy desserts




I think that will be enough to start off. Wish me luck!!

<3 Kat

Thursday, July 27, 2017

Burning man preparations!

I am super stoked to be going back to the Burn this year, this is going to be my first year truly going it alone. I am going to be camping with a big group of strangers basically, but they are going to be hella rad people.

I bought myself a soulpad 4000 hybrid for the burn this year, I am pretty damn excited about it! This year is going to be my most comfortable year yet, I definitely want to make some kind of swamp cooler so I don't get crazy hot.



I am feeling very creative lately, I am inspired to make yarn/fake dread headresses or "dreadresses" as  I like to call them. I just can't wait until I have dreads of my own!

Goals this week: I need to get back on track and start training more.
GOAL 1: hula hooping 30 minutes per day minimum
GOAL 2: go running for 20-30 minutes
GOAL 3: go hiking somewhere for 1-2 hours, hike UPHILL
GOAL 4: hot yoga twice per week
GOAL 5: do my pole dance workout one time this week
GOAL 6: Drink green juice! Try for everyday!




Monday, July 17, 2017

Finally... a day off!!!

Wow I am so tired today! Dianne, Alex, and I spun some fire at the park last night, it was pretty fun. We ran into some cool cats down there, it was nice to be with other fire spinners! We ended up staying up a bit late though, and we met up for breakfast this morning around 9am. I was soooo tired  but breakfast was yummy and I was able to say goodbye to Dianne before she left back home.  It was a good week! Here are some photos from our adventure:


                                                                      Flathead Lake

House of Vortex


House of Vortex


Glacier National Park


Glacier National Park






Today, I ate some yummy veggie browns at burns street bistro made with brussel sprouts, cauliflower, broccoli and potatoes. After that, I basically went to go teach kids to hula hoop for an hour and then I fell asleep when I got home because I was so exhausted! So, just now, I treated myself to an almond milk frappe from Nitro with just a tiny bit of white chocolate so its not too sweet. YUM!



For Dinner, I NEED to make use of some of this zucchini from the garden so I think I will make pesto zoodles. I will post the recipe later! Ciao for now!






Saturday, July 15, 2017

Enjoy Life

I haven't written for about 4 days, which doesn't mean that I have fallen off the wagon I have just been busy and not focused on my diet. My friend Dianne is here from southern california and so we have been hanging out with the Masc crew and doing fun stuff. We did alot of hanging out, flow arts, and we took a trip to Glacier and stopped at Flathead Lake and the House of Vortex... it was pretty amazing!!

My food choices have been pretty good, but I have decided today that I am ready to kick it up a notch and incorporate juice back into my diet. I have plenty of veggies in the garden that need harvesting and now would be a perfect time to start. I am going to the garden right after I write this post to water and check things out. I would also like to plant carrots and beets, maybe not today but maybe tomorrow.

I have been struggling with extreme fatigue lately. My moods have been subpar, I feel irritated, angry, and anxious a lot lately. I feel the stress of my job piling up and I feel like I really need a new job. I am going to work on my resume and apply at some local restaurants like the James Bar. I'm also considering not working this semester and focusing on school. The one great thing about the Cracker Barrel is the flexible scheduling. It was nice to only have to work like 10 hours a week during the winter.

I am planning on doing a few things to combat the fatigue. First of all, incorporating a cleansing diet with green juice and green smoothies. Secondly, I would like to quit smoking. Thirdly, I would like to eliminate coffee, at least for a few weeks or a month. And lastly, I would like to do more cardio exercise like hiking, running, jumping on a trampoline, etc.

I need to get more into teaching yoga. I need to develop my voice as a teacher. About focusing on the breath and such. I would like to memorize a script and use that until I am comfortable without it. I am going to call my class Yoga for Aerialists. I would also like to develop a restorative yoga class and call it Yoga Recovery for Athletes. I am going to be attending a lot more yoga classes and start writing down ideas after class about things I liked and didn't like. I need to start keeping a journal.

I am considering taking a semester off and taking part in Selena's 300 hour yoga teacher training in Thailand. Not only would I love to go to Thailand, I would have some friends with me and the familiarity of my teacher. My focus will be on yoga alignment and cross training with drills.

Fitness needs to become the center of my life. I am wondering if I can find a fitness-related job. For now, I am just asking the universe to provide me with the perfect job. I plan to spend some time by myself manifesting my perfect job/ boyfriend/ life.

All in all, I am confident about my future and excited about my year!!

My mind is made up for change

Today was the day that I decided to turn my health habits around. Since school has started, I have really been slacking in both my eating an...